A- PROGRAMMING dilemma

hahaha! well this is the first time in how many weeks that I'll be posting one great achievement. Well remember what I've said on one of my previous posts, the one which says:

"FUCKING COMPUTER PROGRAMMING"

Well surprisingly things got a little different, moments ago hahaha. Our programming teacher gave us this last chance to submit the exercises that we've missed. She told us that it would be due tomorrow. So Me and Mariko super panicked. We needed to submit those exercises but we don't have a clue on how to program hahaha! We were so desperate we even borrowed my classmate's laptop because she has a VB installed on it. Actually I do have a VB installer but I'm afraid to install it (hahaha weird but true). Soooo we used my classmate's laptop but we only manged to finish 3 exercises. SOOOOOOO BIG PROBLEM, my classmate's laptop was only available that morning, so we've panicked more. Then I asked Mariko if she wanted to do the homework here at home. I told her that I'll install the VB on my laptop then on the desktop then we can both figure out how to do it. She agreed. And a lot more unfortunate events had happened but we still managed to get to my place.

HAHA! I thought we would be crying all afternoon for both of us are clueless, I thought it was the end of us. HAHA! but my thoughts were wrong! hahahaha. We've even finished up to the last exercise haahaha.

TAKE NOTE: We've done it by ourselves! hahaha

ONE GOOD NEWS: the deadline was moved. GREAT GREAT GREEEEAAAT.

a simple word of dis-appreciation

Second Year is definitely not my year. World Culture, as expected gave me a failing mark. From now on, I'm never gonna laugh at my stupid professor's joke. HE CAN'T EVEN SPELL ANONYMOUSLY correctly.

everything is not all right

Everything had been a bliss even before the year started. Everything is like getting into my head. I try to find things that will somehow change everything but everything is no good.

Everything may seem alright, everything may seem OKAY but in reality everything is really not.

TRAILER: GRADES.

FCUKCOUNTING . I'm starting to realize that I've made a huge mistake when I choose to "LIVE THE DREAM, CPA @ 400" bla bla bla. Ok so I'm not really trying my best but how can I? Every bit of it just doesn't interest me. I'm no good in numbers, I don't even like solving word problems. I haven't been getting passing grades in my quizzes and My prelim exam is a mess. Hell I want to shift, Hell I'll be debarred.

CALCULUS. As far as I remember I was one of the best students in Calculus in high school, and now? well I don't know, lessons are a lot complicated than before. AND I don't usually attend classes. PLUS my teacher humiliated in front of the class last week.

"PUMASA KA BA NG ALGEBRA? O KAHIT NG ARITHMETIC MAN LANG?"

LITERATURE. Again I was one of the top students in Literature in high school. Philippine lit sucks we're not even studying Literature. They should be changing the subject to HISTORY OF PHILIPPINE LITERATURE. And yea, I hate my professor "feeling major".

COMPUTER PROGRAMMING LAB AND LEC. Lab is worse than Lec.

WORLD CULTURE. Helllllllllllllloooooo! Humanities is like my favorite subject, I always get high scores in my quizzes tapos my professor only gave me a shining fucking 72 (class standing, exam not yet included). REASON: I don't usually attend the classes and I didn't submit my fucking WORLD MAP. Shit I hate it.

Hay my grades are in grave danger. I want to shift na talaga, but I can't possibly tell my parents. They'll never agree. They'll surely freak out and give me this " You're just wasting our money, bla bla bla, we gave you everything bla bla bla and you're like not giving us any bla bla bla" and then slap me to death. PLUS! my folks and I are still not in good terms, if they found out that my grades are suffering from my laziness and lack of interest they'll kick me out of the house (OA), or maybe they'll make me stop school.

I wanted to cry. I wanted to burst into tears. This is not how I pictured my 2nd year to be or my start-of-adulthood to be. Maybe I'll just have to face the consequences, it's my fault anyway.

2007 favorite accesory

OK I haven't realized that I have been wearing this thing for like the whole year of 2007, till my classmate Dawn, draw this 2a8 caricature and mini intet is wearing a headband HAHAHA! Then my sisters and I hitted the fort yesterday my sister asked me if she could borrow the headband I am using, I said NOOOOOO. So she told me the sweet reality "YOU'RE ALWAYS WEARING A HEADBAND"

SOoooooooooooooo I've decided to collect some of my shots since january 2007

few minutes before I turn 18

HELL.

few minutes waiting then it's goodbye childhood days. I don't want to be 18! hahahaha. Wala lang, I just don't feel like being called an ADULT. Time is realllly ticking sooooo fast, I mean yesterday I was a kiddo and now I'm about to leave my childish dreams behind!

I've thanked almost everyone on my goodbye 2007 post, but ok I'll repeat it again. hahaha

Krizza Mata, Cha Cha Esteban, Alyssa Gabaldon, Rodora Elegado, Krissy Cadiz, Joyce Comia, Mylene Sulayao, Me-an Veneracion, Hannah Perez, Arian Santos and all my CIC friends: thank you soooo much for being part of my childhood days. For all those catfights and dramas, thank you guys

Melinna Grace Tiongson: Thank you for being my all-time bestfriend! Eventhough we're not always together, I mean we're still super close hahaha. Thanks for always listening to my problems and my kaartehans. I love you. mwah mwah

Ronald Replan: thanks balong! oh I mean hotness, hahah you're the first green person I've met in high school sh*t. Thanks for all those laughtrips and unforgettable KMP memories! hahaha hell.

Via Mateo: Thanks for being my ultimate CSmate and YMmate hahaha!

Lindaraine Perez, Kath Abello, Clarisse Campos: thank you guys for being my Repapips in Sci Hi love you all! :D

Victoria Crisaldo: thank you for being my first NFF (new found friend) in HOPS hahaha. We're both transferee's so yun we conive hahaha! And thanks for always being there for me through thick and thin.

Catherine Apaniada, Tzeitel Dichosa, Enna Sarmiento: grabe thanks you girls for being with me during 4th year days, hahaha I'll never forget our super major fight! hhahaha and thank you din for we're still friends until now, I mean we only shared one school year so yun thanks guys! :D

Laksman Dela Cruz: Thanks for the kwentos and compliments hahaha!

Anna Lentejas and Kimberly Dela Cruz: thanks for being the witnesses of my first hahahaha! whatever, you guys know what I mean

John Anthony Pepito: hahaha thanks for the RENT dvd! hahaha, and thanks for the late night chats (again) hahaha. Thanks for being with me during the UAAP cheerdance pila haha it was soooo early pero thanks talga! hahaha

William Cruzana: JUuuuuunie! hahaha thanks for everything, thanks for always listening to my dramas, thanks for the compliments, the laugtrips and the laitan moments! love you pare!

Sitty Mangotara: We hated each other at first! hahah pero here you are, one of my closest friends in college! hahaha. Thanks for the PHOTO edits, for the laughtrips, for the tambay moments, for the dinosaurs, for always making paalala all of my first year hell moments hahahaha, for everything.. thanks soooo much

Angelique Verzosa: Graaaaaaaaaabe! hahahaha thanks for super being part of my college life hahahahah. Thanks for being my PE classmate for 3 sems hahaha grabe!, thanks for all the encouragement and the kwentos and everything! hahaha.

Royce Ann Dimitui: Thanks so much for being my most mabait and most understanding friend in college. I'm soooooo soorrry about the pageant. Love ya

Nestor Ventura: hell, thanks for being my seatmate for two years! hahahaha. Thanks for the libre's (if ever meron), thanks for the photocopies, and thanks for being soooo patient on us 5.

Mariko Robles: as I've said on my previous post, thank for being my NFF. Thanks for the Beato trips, Washroom trips, Felix Moments, and just everything! hahaha thaaaaaaanks

Caroline Bugayong: MAN!!! grabe. I don't really know how to thank you much for coming into my college life! hahaha grabe. Like sitty, we hated each other before or you hated me before or whatever, hahaha yet you've become my closest friend in college. thanks fooooor everything!

Ate Michelle: Thanks foooor everything hahahaha! love you

Ate Geng: thanks for being my ate hahahaha. Thanks for all the encouragements and panlalaits hahaha. Thanks foooor everything love ya

Ate Zsa: Thanks for being my super bwisit sister of all! thanks for everthing for the laughtrips! hahahahaha, thanks for not kissing me during peace be with you's, christmas, new year or my bday hahahah thanks talga!!! hahaahaha

Karl: hahaha as if you're gonna read this, but if ever, thanks for being the most adorable brother ever. love you

My parents: thanks for bringing me into this world hahahah, thanks for everything you have given me. love you

and to everyone who had been part of my 17 years of existence (the good, the bad and the ugly! haha kidding) thanks soooooooo much, I love you people! hahahaha

It's 12:00 am, I am now officially 18, goodbye minors years, You'll always remain in my heart! hahahaha