bon voyage

Just when you thought that you can trust all of your friends.

Let me tell you a story about an ex friend named _______ hahaha whatever. We were close friends hahaha, then one day she started ignoring me for no reason. I never asked her why. Then I found out that she was selling me and another friend to an enemy (why you rude b*tch).

To everyone, don't just trust people.

and to you..

You suck, I swear you'll never receive any apologies from me because I don't even understand why are you freaking mad. If you hate me then go and tell my enemies all those nasty things I've said then you can go to hell. Goodbye bon voyage

tagged (for the second time).

BEEN TAGGED BY VIA

In the 8 facts about you share 8 things that your readers don't know about you. Then at the end you tag 8 other bloggers to keep the fun going. Each blogger must post these rules first.

* each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
* bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.
* at the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
* don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged, and to read your blog.

1. I am extrovert, introvert, ambivert - hahahaha I don't really know what kind of person I am sometimes I get too loud and outgoing, sometimes I'm a bum, sometimes I'm a weirdo hahaha.

2. I totally hate copycats - I hate people who imitates me grrr they irritate me hahahaha. I remember one time when I bought a new cellphone three months after my classmate bought the same phone and of the same color, I really got mad at her. I am soooo bad.

3. I don't know how to say sorry - hahaha I don't really know how to apologize to the people I've hurt or whatever. (pero pag minor lang nagsosorry naman ako )

4. I love to eat green mangoes - I am super addicted to it. I can eat 2 kilos in one day hahaha or maybe more.

5. I am working out on being anorexic - and I love it maybe because I am not taking it seriously but I will! hahaha

6. I love to laugh - well obviously hahahaha

7. I am mean - hahaha super, tsk I am sooooo bad talaga hahaha

8. I hate accounting - but I chose acounting as my course hahaha. Actually I am beginning to love it, well I must see my test scores first hahaha

I am tagging: pepito, mm, tosca, ate zsa, ate geng, joanne, lalaine, sitty

the new CURSED word.

ok I was inspired by bryanboy (www.bryanboy.com) to do this post, regarding my weight haha, Lame as it may sound but really I realized that FAT is the new cursed word.

When I was young(er) I was really really stick thin, that's why my ballet classmates would always tease me as BUTIKI (lizard) for I never gained weight no matter what I do. On the other hand my sister Lizza was the cute and chubby one, that's why when our parents take us out with their friends or relatives Ate Zsa was always like the center of everything like your sooo cute, your sooo maputi, And then they would look at me and would say

"yan si Intet may sariling ganda"

WTF? what does that suppose to mean? So I took that as a compliment. I grew up and I've realized that what they used to say was some kind of a mockery meaning you don't look like any of your parents nor your sisters (those bitches). Well anyways, I gained weight when I was in Grade 4-6, geez I thought I was cute but na uh, I looked disgusting.

Highschool came, I was more concious with my weight, I started skipping meals. Well the result was great I lost huge amounts of FAT hahaha, but I was never contented.

"people could never be happy, the fat wants to be thin, the thin wants to be thinner"

(www.bryanboy.com)

Well that guy has a point, I was thin during my 1st and 2nd years in highschool but I never get contented, I wanted to be thinner, I wanted to be skinny (although I was so close to being one).

OK so the other years that followed became the biggest nightmares of my life. I lost track of my diet and ok I became FAT again (ouch). So heres a collection of my pictures from fourth year high to present:

YIKES! my yearbook pic my sister said I look like an alien here, well I do agree (hahaha). Weight check: completly HORRIBLE.

ahuh. summer 2006, I was in lalalalala love during those days. Weight check: fat but doesn't care. Start of college. After undergoing a break up here's the result, not so thin but lost weight. ( I look like Im sleep posing or drunk or whatever on that picture, left.) Weight check: no comment. Yuletide season 06. My GLORY days (so far, since 3rd year high) Weight check: gre-- WTF? start of SUMMER 2007, Weight check: disaster. MID of summer 2007, well what can I say, better than the 1st one perhaps. Weight check: no comment. End of summer, start of school year 2007-2008. Weight is not the only problem anymore. WEIGHT+ZITS= SHAME. Weight check: HORRIBLE. AT PRESENT, well as you can see I look like a pig already (left), that is why most of the times I runaway from paparazzis (right) hahaha kidding, but I lost like half of my confidence and It kills me. Weight check: MORE HORRIBLE.

So now my major goal in life is to be an ANOREXIC BITCH, nah Im just kidding but I really wanna lose weight GOSH. I've been dreaming of a runway life but how in the world is it gonna be possible if I would be looking this way. Well, all I can say is MY MISSION STARTS NOW.

get well soon

I feeeeeeel sooo alone

I don't know..maybe Im not or maybe I am