regrets

It's too eraly to say this but.. I don't know.. I don't want to expect anything good or whatever.

I stayed in AMV not because of my passion for the course, but because of my friends. And now, It just feels so sad realizing that I've made a wrong choice that I've made a wrong turn. Yea I've already accepted the fact na I'm failing but what so depressing about it is that I'm losing my friends as well. Na parang they were the only reason why I've stayed in AMV tapos now they suddenly disappeared.

Wala lang.

thoughts.

I used to aim for perfection and superiority, but now I'm a failure, Yes I admit it, I'm nothing but a failure. It shouldn't be a surprise for me anymore for I know the fact that I don't really have that deep desire to become an accountant. But things changed, Suddenly I see why the hell Accounting means a lot to me, it's because being a CPA is what I really what to be.

I don't want to give up. I don't want to give everything up.

And I hope I'm not saying these things because egocentric reasons.