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the best year ender

hear your whoever playing in the radio.

cheers to 2007 and 8

OK, lets just say that this year hadn't really been all that.

highlights of this year:

January : nothing really, well I became 17! yehey!

February: Evening presentations, made friends with old friends. Made enemies with ex-friends.

March: Karl's bday, Summer Vacation, Cathy's almost suicide drama

April: Out with Fourchics, hot summer tambays with my sisters in Serendra

May: Got Operated.

June: Got pimple breakouts, felt bad about it. Second Year at UST, new classmates

July: Melody's bday, Got drunk, War with an ex-friend, Harry Potter 7, Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix

August: Royce's bday, MALL OUT with friends.

September: Last time I saw whoever, UAAP cheerdance competition,

October: Mom and Dad's wedding anniversary, MIchi's bday, Read Shopaholic Series

November: Start of second semester, AMV week, Tzei's bday, Got super frustrated with Accounting

December: Melinna's sleepover, Carrie's bday, Christmas parties, Paskuhan, Christmas, the OC Marathon, Global Fun with siblings.

Special thanks TO:

Melinna for always being there for me

Junie! hahaha for being my super laughtrip buddie everytime something's wrong with me or something hahahaha

Enna, Tzei, Cathy for every drama hahaha

Laks for putting me in your featured friends! HAHAHA

Pepz for the super late night chats

Toyang for always listening to my super drama life hahaha

Sitttty for the edits, the laughtrips, the smoochies and the dinosaurs (hahaha).

Angel for being so funny eventhough we know you're not really aware of it hahaha

Royce for being sooo understanding and forgiving

Nestor for being my seatmate hahaha

Mariko for being my latest friend, and for all those beato walk trips hahaha

Carrie for being my patatas hahaha an for sharing one helluva year with me!

To my sisters, to karl, to my parents and to everyone who had been part of my 2007 (the good ones and the bad ones), thaaaaaaank you guys! :D

OK so I guess this is goodbye to 2007! HAHA, can't really make something very touchy right now. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

12th wish granted

I was about to sleep, actually I was already about to set my alarm clock, when suddenly my cellphone hanged. I thought it was just another sickness from my phone but I saw a little envelope beside the battery meter. I was hoping that the text message would be from Melinna, but it was not. It was from somebody I don't know. It was the text message I ignored a while ago because it says " missing text", but the text is not missing anymore. I slowly read it

"Congratulations! You are now officialy part of Mediatrix major production, MOULIN ROUGE. We will be having our first production meeting on December 15 2 pm at the grandstand. Kindly confirm attendance with your name and college. Thank you"

I didn't react at first, pero gradually as the message sunk in me head, my heart starts pumping faster. This couldn't be true, but it really is, I'm part of the production! OMG. My 12th Christmas wish is already granted, super thank you Lord.

the only problem is I have I have classes by 2 pm and its Accounting.

shift.

SHIFT SHIFT SHIFT, that's one thing I've been hearing from people since the start of second semester. Even smoocihes is planning to shift haaaaaaaaay. I've been thinking about it too! these past few days. Like yesterday I was thinking of going to beato and ask for their subject requirements, and then I was thinking of AB too, yes I think COMARTS would be great, or maybe I could shift to TOURISM so that I'll be a Tourism student like my bestfriend (hahahaha). Or maybe I could transfer into another school and take the INTERNATIONAL STUDIES (my dream course before), or take FASHION DESIGN elsewhere, or maybe I could just study THEATER ARTS, and be a broadway star. Arrgghh hahahaha I can't really decide what I wanted to do. Pero kanina, My mind suddenly changed, tapos I concluded na:

"GUSTO KO MAGING CPA, ALAM KO MAHIRAP PERO KAKAYANIN KO"

I don't know the exact reason, maybe its because I'm scared to leave my friends or maybe I'm scared of what my parents will think of, or maybe, maybe its what I really wanted. Unbelievable, yes I know. Isa lang naman ang kntra bida sa buhay ko ngayon e.

"fucking computer programming"

I don't get any of it. Shit.

wish list

Christmas is fast approaching, Ate had posted her wish list sooooooooo I think its my turn na! I just copied some of these in my facebook wish list hahaha, and of course this is an extended wish list for my bday! hahaha

1. pass all my subjects for this sem (hahahahaha)
2. MAC OS X
3. Modern Glamour The Art of Unexpected Style book
4. Lancome PURE FOCUS Matifying Purifying Lotion
5. Smashbox O-glow (which I've been wanting since summer)
6. Red Opaque tights from Warehouse
7. Slouchy or Ankle boots
8. Hair and Nail Treatment
9. Nike Air Legend FG - Women's
10. White PSP! hahaha
11. Kenzo flower perfume ( which I've been wanting since 4th year highschool haha)
12. pass the Moulin Rouge audition (and be Satine! hahahaha in my dreams!)
13. enroll in Repertory Philippines ( hahahaha)
14. Paloma Picasso® Love and Kisses pendant from Tiffany
15. And Lastly, I want to spend my christmas and birthday with the whole family.

intensity 4

We were in the middle of our discussion in World Culture when suddenly I felt like the floor was moving. I asked my friends if they're feeling the same thing and they said yes. So I started panicking. I was so scared that the floor would crack open and thought I was about to die (hahahaha). I was like:

"SIR, LETS GET OUT OF THIS BUILDING!!!, THERE'S AN EARTHQUAKE!! OH MY GOD WE'RE GONNA DIE!!!!"

But our World Culture Professor was just calm and quiet. Like he knew tht it was just nothing and that it would be over in a few seconds. We'll that's not what I thought hahaha, I thought it was intensity 9 already hahaha and that I won't be able to see my parents again. But I was locked to my chair, like everybody else. I wanted to get out of the classroom. After the earthquake I found myself holding all my stuffs and I was the only one who have done that (hahahaha!)

After the bell, The Dean asked us to vacate the building and everybody was super happy, But after a few minutes he announced that classes will be resumed. haaaaay

Well anyway, Im sooo thankful that everything was alright and that nothing bad happened. Thank you Lord, Thank you so much.

I need peace.

OK so I don't really understand why there are some people who can't mind their own business.

here goes:

Sinabi ni Anna sakin na nakasabay daw nya on her way home yung sister (her name is JOYCE) nung girl nung used to be ko, just this afternoon. When Joyce saw Anna bigla nya sinabi sa friend nya (in a very loud voice, soo loud like she really wanted everyone to hear her).

Joyce: Alam mo ba, yan (then she looked at Anna), kaibigan yan nung ex ni you know who (I just can't say his name).

Friend: sino?

Joyce: Ayan oh? (and she's really pointing at Anna).

Friend: sinong ex?

Joyce: Si intet.

Friend: Ahhhh..talaga?

Joyce: OO, Ano magsusumbong ka? Sige magsumbong ka (pertaining to Anna)

Friend: E di ba nagkabalikan na sila ng ate mo?

Joyce: Oo, matagal na.

Friend: E bakit kasi iniwan dati ni you know woh yung ate mo?

Joyce: Ewan ko, di ko nga din maintindihan kung bakit pinatulan nya yun intet na yun e.

Friend: Bakit? hindi ba maganda yung intet?

Joyce: hindi, mayaman lang

Friend: Ibig sabihin pinatulan lang kasi mayaman?

Joyce: ewan ko, sabi kasi ni you know who, may skit daw sa puso

Friend: aah talaga?

Joyce: oo may sakit daw kaya alam mo na, akala daw kasi nya mabait yung intet, hindi daw pla

Friend: ganun?

Joyce: oo, napaka foolish nga ni you know who kasi pinatulan nya yun e.

Then Anna told me that she can't bear hearing more nasty words, so she just went out

Anna: Mali kayo, kabaliktaran yun.

I have my own life now puckers. I don't understand why those guys are still so mean about it, I mean its like I've ruined their lives. And what does JOYCE have to do with the issue? I bet her sister still feels insecure bout me, well not that Im bragging or anything but why on earth would they do that in public? They are sooo anti social. Low breeding fellas I must say.

happiness equals bruises.

Ok so another worst thing.

After classes we (Mariko, Nestor and I) decided to go to the library to answer the remaining problems in Chapter 2 of Financial Accounting. But I was soooo hungry so I asked Mariko if we could eat lunch/dinner first. Nestor ate cerealicious,while Mariko and I tried the new food store. Anyway we discussed about our latest discovery "the Felix thing" hahahaha which was really a helluva laugh. I mean all of us can't help laughing about it. Then Nestor said

"masyado kayong masya mamaya malungkot na kayo"

but I didn't bother about what he said ( because I thought he was just insecure about the Felix thing hahaha). So after eating we headed straight to the library. Social Studies section. Ok we didn't really end up answering illustrative problems, we ended up talking about Felix again and of course some class issssssuuuues! hahahaha.

Then Mariko and I decided to go to the washroom but while we were heading downstairs, Something really embarrassing happened.

I fell, I fell on that stupid staircase and its so not right.

It was soooo painful, I almost felt like crying. and now I have this large bloody bruise on my right leg and another on my left leg (but its not bloody).

Lesson learned: Karma comes back around, never ever ever talk about that Felix thing again (while eating hahahaha).

running out of things to say

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ok so Im running out of things to say about this is WEIRD. It just came up to me that I wanted to make a post but I don't not what to tell about. OMG Im sounding like a senseless person. Sooo think think think what should I write about, well... Oh dear zero.

Well you can't blame me, nothing exciting happened to me for about a week (I guess). Noooothing except for friendster, multiply, omg and oh yea I have a new shopaholic book (well actually its ate's book but hello we're sisters and books are something to be shared). Its shopaholic and sister now. Well Becky Bloomwood (now Brandon) and her husband Luke just came home from a honeymoon, the've been nomads for 10 months (well the honeymoon was supposed to be 12 month world tour, but they got bored and decided to go back in LONDON). And a lot of things happened. The book is really funny and all that but the middle part of the story was quite sad and I really cried hahaha!

Oh dear Im still sooo bored and school is just one day away! (never mind today its just 2 hours before midnight). What Im trying to say is that Im not ready for school yet, I mean hello is better staying here at home having enough sleep not not worrying about stuffs (and of course not being guilty about being online). But Im not saying that I want to be a bum forever hahahaha! but I need another week hayyy.

now Im really running out of things to say.

ace, anna lentejas, pepz, nadia, sitty, barbie, nikki salopaso, joanne uy, denise vasquez, me-an veneracion

1.the person(s) who tagged you is ...
Via Mateo

2.(your relationship with him/her is ...)
friend / ex classmate

3.(your 5 impressions of him/her ..)
bright, math wiz, super friendly, nice, talkative

4.(the most memorable thing he/she had done for you)
Signing my atuograph hahaha way back. =D

5. (the most memorable words he/she had said to you)
"si intet, nastacia sa counter strike, ang lakas magmura lalo na pagnananalo sya haha"

6.(if he/she becomes your lover, you will)
HAHAHAHA that's absurd.

7.(if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be)
ABSURD. NEXT QUESTION PLS. HAHAHAHA

8.(if he/she becomes your enemy, you will...)
I don't know. Hopefully it doesn't happen

9.(if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be ...)
If ever, maybe its because of... arrgh can't think of anything hahaha.

10.(the thing you want to do for him/her now is ...)
tell her that I like her supersonic sonata blog Ü

11.(your overall impression of him/her is ...)
super friendly and super matalino. hahaha Ü

12.(how you think people around you feel about you)
I don't know. Annoyed perhaps hahaha kidding

13.(the character you love of yourself is ...)
The way I handle things. (super chill lang)

14.(on the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are ...)
Being Selfish and hmmmm Procrastinating? (now my phrase commits faluty parallelism hahaha)

15. (the most ideal person you want to be is ...)
I agree with Via. Its my MOM too Ü

16.(for people that care and like you, say something to them ..)
Thanks! Love yea guys Ü

17.(pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you)

1. Ace Jimenez

2. Anna Lentejas

3. John Anthony Pepito

4. Nadia Cayco

5. Sitty Mangotara

6. Barbie Coralde

7. Nikki Salopaso

8. Joanne Uy

9. Denise Vasquez

10. Me-an Veneracion

(who is no.6 having a relationship with?)

I don't know hahaha barbie!! cno ba?

(Is no.9 a male or female?) - Denise female

(If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?) - Nikki and Me-an

hmmmmmm I don't know. perhaps.

(How about no.8 and 5?) - Sitty and Joanne

Uhm yea. they were classmates before.

(What is no.2 studying about?) - Anna

Management?

(When did you last have a chat with no.3?) - Pepz

Last Night hahaha

(What kind of music band does no.8 like?) - Joanne UY

I don't know hahaha.

(Does no.1 have any siblings?) - Ace

Wala yata, Im not sure

(Will you woo no.3?) - Pepz

NOOOOOO. hahaha

(How about no.7?) - Nikki

NOOOOOOOO

(Is no.4 single?) - Nadia

I think soooo.

(What's the surname of no.5?) - Sitty

MANGOTARA (MANGO-TART hahaha)

(What's the hobby of no.4?) - Nadia

Shopping?

(Talk something casually about no.1) - Ace
Super ingay na classmate! hahaha

(Have you tr developing feelings for no.8?) - Joanne UY

hahahaha no way. hahaha

(Where does no.9 live at?) - Denise Uy
Mandaluyong City

(Are no.5 and 1 best friends?) - Sitty and Ace

hahahaha I there FRRRRRIENDS!

(Is no.6 the sexiest person in the world?) - Barbie!

hahahaha barrrrbs hahahaha. go barbs.

I DON'T KNOW

Its so late and obviously I'm still awake. Grades will be posted tomorrow evening at UST's website. Hopefully I'll get fair grades (ok hopefully Ill get passing grades). So what if I don't? Sigh. The more I think about it, the more devastated I get. Well I do really want to get straight uno's but something had stricken me just a while ago.

For the nth time, is this what I really wanted? Ok, so what if I get those straight uno's I've been dreaming of, will it make a big difference? I was never good in numbers (yea I know that from the moment I've been trying to learn how to divide), but why did I ever chose this path?

I envy those people who knows and gets what they want in life. You see I am never what you see in photos or what you see in person. I am more than a talkative girl who doesn't wear pants because her mom told her not to do so. I am more than this internet blogging freak who stays up late just to post lame stuffs on the web. I never take things seriously like for example I've posted this I am gonna be anorexic thing, months have already passed but I haven't even lost a pound. I never really get everything I want, and I don't really know what I wanted in life (well that was before), but I made it clear during my graduation day that I never wanted to see journals nor worksheets ever.

But things have changed and I know now what career really suits me. I know its what all girls wanted but blimey I wanted this more than any girl could ever imagine how much she wanted this. Lets just get to the point I wanted to be a designer. A well travelled designer. I wanted to draw and create beautiful things. How is that possible? Drawing pads look far different from worksheets. Sewing machines work differently from a calculator. Models are smaller than skyscrapers. So does that mean THIS is really where I should be and that I should stop my hallucinations? I guess the answer is still I DON't KNOW

my hidden talent

I've tried this quiz galaxy thing to know what my name really means.

intet --

[noun]: A person of questionable sanity who starts their own cult

isabelle --

[adjective]: Like in nature to a banana peel

Then I looked around their website to see what other quizzes are available and maybe I could answer some, hahaha just for fun. So I tried this hidden talent thing. I never really know what my talent is. I mean I can act, sing or whatever but I can't really do those things well. I've been telling my other sister the other week (meaning these past few weeks) about my hidden talent and that is writing hahaha. I keep on bragging on her on how good I am (of course I am not, I don't have a wide vocabulary and stuffs) and how I will be the next Sophie Kinsella or maybe JK Rowling (and of course she just laughed about it and even mocked me). Well hahaha guess what my hidden talent really is, I wasn't really expecting this but.. hahaha!

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Pulitzer prize eh? hahaha how good is that?

Second Semester

Second Semester Schedule. World Culture! yehey! Financial Accounting GOODLUCK (hahaha too bad for MEGATRON who can't even pass BASIC ACCOUNTING!)

for my shoes are starting to fit already.

The day has ended, finally its official

First Semester is OVER.

All I need to worry about is whether I passed all my subjects or not. I've already viewed some of my grades but all of those are just minor subjects, I really wanna see my Accounting results or maybe something more related like Finance and MacroEcon (and of course my final grade in stats).

I've been worrying about my grades since after I took the Accounting exam. Well Im not saying that I did well but I really did my best (hopefully). The questions aren't too difficult compared to what we had last prelims (mind bleeding question, I must say). So Im really expecting that the results are gonna be good, o dear I shouldn't expect at all. What if I failed my accounting Exam? or Maybe what if I get that shining curly TRES? would I be satisfied? (hell no).

OK so maybe theres nothing really to worry about, so don't panic. I know I can make it, I know we can all make it. I can feel that my shoes are starting to fit already, and I know that this thing is for me. Yes, Designing has been a part of my frustrations but Accounting will always be one of my top priorities, so I think I'll be settling down besides I don't like the course shifting thing at all (and I hope I can still say this after I've already viewed all of my grades).

Enjoy the semester break everyone and Happy 18th Birthday to my dear old SMOOCHIES ♥

knocked out

So out of the blue nanaman ang pagdradrama ko. ok game

I got knocked out by those words.

I am not suppose to feel this way anymore. But since we are grown ups (already?) we are allowed to feel this way. Bakit? because we are allowed to fall in love and fall apart. Ok I know its so OA, its been a year and a half and I promised myself that I'll get over with it. Hayyy enough with this.

Call of Nature

Happy now..

call of nature.

call of nature.

thanks.

she is her.

She is on the wrong way

She is never intrested in principles, structures and order.

She is ambitious

She is never average

She loves to do things on her own way

She is interested in fashion, fashion is the only thing that keeps her going

She loves to draw but nobody else but her seems to notice

She wants to be known not because she's a mean bitch but for all the great things she've done

She is a future novelist

She day dreams 24 hours a week

She is often misundestood

She is frustrated for nobody seems to notice her beauty as well as her existence

She loves to dance with the music

She loves to mingle with people

She is a half artist, she knows the art but art doesn't seem to know her

She wanted to be accepted

She doesn't want to be ignored

She wanted freedom

She wanted life

She wanted love

She wanted happiness

pathetic you are.

GOD I HATE WAR FREAKS. FRIENDSTER WAR FREAKS.

If you hate me then go and tell it to my face.

I just want to make few corrections:

In case you haven't known, I never told anyone that I was sorry for what had happend, I don't care if you two are friends, I don't care if we saw you together, no big deal. You're the pathetic one cause you're acting like you're such a star. Wake up you big dreamer.

whatever

I hate this day, I totally hate this day

like aren't seventeen year old allowed to take a night out? whatever.

Like I was supposed to be out tonight but arrrgh my mom wouldn't let me, she took the night out instead.

shopaholic

I just finished reading the second book of shopaholic " Shopaholic takes Manhattan" which I just start reading last night. Well anyways Im off to tying the knot, maybe tomorrow or maybe next week after I've taken all my quizzes and Im really excited. I mean Becky Bloomwood is really an irresistable heroine, I just can't get enough of her. My friends told me that maybe I was kinda relating on her story, the whole shopaholic thing, the only difference is I don't have debts or maybe I don't have credit cards that's why I don't have debts hahaha! and of course I don't have a multimillionaire boyfriend (another hahaha!).

Well anyways I love the whole thing, Sophie Kinsella's really great, I love her, She makes a reader feel like she's Rebacca Bloomwood herself. I love the twist and turns in the story and how sudden things can change your life forever. Its all damn great!

the unforgettable Araneta experience.

ok so I just got home from Araneta, I can still feel the pain on my feet and on my knees. I can still hear the loud cheers and the banging of the percussions from different schools. This day has been so tiring, so exciting and so unforgettable..why?

I came at Araneta (with pepz) at 6:15 am and I thought there aren't any people yet, but when we actually reached the red gate, oh dear the line was super long na pla. Anyways we had no choice but to fall in line.

We heard that they would be releasing tickets by 9:00 am (ok so 2+ hours more to go). Nestor came by 6:30 am and he went on the green gate (well everything was good because we have people assigned on each gate). Then Mariko came, then Sitty, then Carrie...

BAD NEWS #1

They would only be releasing general admission tickets at the yellow gate

But of course I didn't believe in that, although ticketnet had it flashed on there screen. We were miles (exagge) away from the ticket booth, it was so freaking hot, and people are starting to freak out.

BAD NEWS #2

GENERAL ADMISSION TICKETS, SOLD OUT

I didn't actually freak out, for I knew that they would still be releasing SRO tickets hahaha sooo we didn't mind about it, but some people were already dispersed by the security guards.

GOOD NEWS GOOD NEWS GOOD NEWS

PATRON and LOWER BOX tickets will be available at the YELLOW GATE

UPPER A and B SRO tickets will be available by 1 pm at the RED AND GREEN GATE.

YIPEE! Pepz was on the Yellow Gate, Nestor, Carrie and Sitty were on the green gate, I and Mariko were at the red gate. But we had to go to the yellow gate to see whats happening and then we went to the green gate to tell everyone the good news. When we got there oh dear the line was ruined! everyone was infront of the ticket booth, we can't even find our friends. We had to shout their names. Alas! we found them. But getting there was way too difficult than expected.

GOOD NEWS #2

Ok so we were now all together (except for pepz, because he was on the yellow gate, he had to avail the lower box with gift certificate ticket).

It was alrealy 12 pm, people are getting MAD, they were already saying out loud these words

"MGA SINGIT KASI"

"SILA PA YUNG NASA HARAP"

"TAPOS TINUTULAK PA TAYO"

and a lot more, I can even hear people cursing the people in front who were not in line.

BAD NEWS #3

STAMPEDE

yes there was a stampede, the people from the back kept on pushing us frontwards, and people on the front kept on pushing us backwards. We were actually at the middle, and we were never letting go of each other. But the crowd gets wilder and wilder they were really pushing us (this time its serious not even the security can stop it (if only they came early, maybe that would have happend) but its too late.) All I can remember was Sitty was telling me that she can no longer take it and that we must find our way out to that very thick crowd and I was telling the people to excuse us for we wanted to get out of there but they weren't listening they kept on pushing us (I felt like I was really dying). I found myself out when a guard came to settle down the people, although nothing happend, but anyways I asked him to help me out (and whew! after a while I was already out). Sitty was there she was waiting for us, Mariko and Carrie were at my back and we lost Nestor. I did not looked at them, I really headed at the driveway and I started crying. I didn't know the reason why, but I felt really sad for us.

We almost died inside and We had no tickets yet.

And then my friends started crying too, we were disappointed, we got there soooo early, but what happened?nothing. We were spacey for about 10 minutes. Then I told them not to worry for we're good people nothing will ever happen to us. Then we all thanked God for we were saved. I told Carrie that this is my 3rd life already hahaha. Then we thought about Nestor (what had happend to him? We can't contact him beacuse his line was cutted). So Sitty and I went back to the ticket booth to look for him, but the security guards were making us leave. Sitty and I got mad. Sitty told the other guard

"kasi naman manong kung kanina nyo pa inayos yung line di na sana magkakaganito, ang aga aga namin dito pero yung mga singit lang ng singit yung nakakakuha ng tickets ngayon"

then the security guard answered her

"kaya nga po inaayos na namin"

tapos I told him

"halos mamatay yung mga tao dun sa loob kanina tapos ngayon lang kayo dumating para ayusin"

then we left

We were not interested in buying tickets anymore, we wanted to go home, But then there was this guy in yellow he asked us if we already have tickets and we told him no. Then Sitty was really freakin mad, Then this guy asked her why she's angry. Sitty told the story and that guy asked us if we were from UST, we said yes, and then he asked us if we want to have tickets, we said no thanks. He placed his hand on his pocket and tadaaaaaaa he gave Sitty a shining ticket, OMG this was really weird, Sitty didn't want to accept it but that guy told him

"sige na, para di ka na magalit"

and then that guy handed me a ticket also, I looked at it, It was an UPPER A ticket. I thanked that guy and we started crying. He also handed Mariko and Carrie tickets and then the four of us started crying. The guy told us that he is also from UST and he recognized us because I was wearing yellow. He is actually the manager of UST.

"kayo kasi e, di kayo nagpupunta ng IPEA"

"nagpupunta po kami, pero naubusan na po kami ng tickets, babayaran nalang po namin to maraming salamat po talga sir"

"naku hayaan nyo na yun, sige na pasok na kayo baka maubusan pa kayo ng seats"

"thank you po talaga sir, maraming salamat po talga"

"wlang anuman"

then I cracked a joke and asked him if he was GOD in disguise, he just gave me a smile.

His name was Tony Chong from UST IPEA. (haaaaay imagine, there are still good people pa pla in this world. thank you sir). We're planning to send him a cake tomorrow for his gratitude. =D

YIPEE! we have tickets!!! Melinna and I met at the Araneta, as well as some of my sci hi firends.

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congratulations to all the UAAP cheeradance participants, especially of course to the SALINGGAWI DANCE TROUPE, who won 1st runner up (they had one mistake but its ok, they still won),and to the UP PEP SQUAD who won this year! congratulations to you guys =D

pictures will be uploaded soon!

whatever

this is so ridiculous, I shouldn't have...arrrgh I hate it, It was pure awkwardness, my world stopped for like 15 seconds and at that moment in time..

I felt really happy.

masama ako, ok?

AKO NA NGA YUNG DEHADO AKO PA YUNG MASAMA

I have been Ignored, Betrayed, Backstabbed, Blabbed, how do think I would feel? happy? What I hate about this situation is that you're making me look like I am the mean one, Let me just remind you that what you did was awfully wrong and actually no cursed words could described it. I hope you realized by now that all of this are just consequences for you're wrong doings. DITCH the drama, for I have 100 reasons to cry and you only have one.

he will be in UST

"We'll see each other again, I know"

I just found out a few seconds ago, that we will be seeing each other again (or maybe I'll be seeing him again). Six months after that sweet tragedy at my former school, we'll be seeing each others bitter eyes again. I hate it, I hate what I am feeling right now, I am quite scared and I don't know why.

bon voyage

Just when you thought that you can trust all of your friends.

Let me tell you a story about an ex friend named _______ hahaha whatever. We were close friends hahaha, then one day she started ignoring me for no reason. I never asked her why. Then I found out that she was selling me and another friend to an enemy (why you rude b*tch).

To everyone, don't just trust people.

and to you..

You suck, I swear you'll never receive any apologies from me because I don't even understand why are you freaking mad. If you hate me then go and tell my enemies all those nasty things I've said then you can go to hell. Goodbye bon voyage

tagged (for the second time).

BEEN TAGGED BY VIA

In the 8 facts about you share 8 things that your readers don't know about you. Then at the end you tag 8 other bloggers to keep the fun going. Each blogger must post these rules first.

* each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
* bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.
* at the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
* don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged, and to read your blog.

1. I am extrovert, introvert, ambivert - hahahaha I don't really know what kind of person I am sometimes I get too loud and outgoing, sometimes I'm a bum, sometimes I'm a weirdo hahaha.

2. I totally hate copycats - I hate people who imitates me grrr they irritate me hahahaha. I remember one time when I bought a new cellphone three months after my classmate bought the same phone and of the same color, I really got mad at her. I am soooo bad.

3. I don't know how to say sorry - hahaha I don't really know how to apologize to the people I've hurt or whatever. (pero pag minor lang nagsosorry naman ako )

4. I love to eat green mangoes - I am super addicted to it. I can eat 2 kilos in one day hahaha or maybe more.

5. I am working out on being anorexic - and I love it maybe because I am not taking it seriously but I will! hahaha

6. I love to laugh - well obviously hahahaha

7. I am mean - hahaha super, tsk I am sooooo bad talaga hahaha

8. I hate accounting - but I chose acounting as my course hahaha. Actually I am beginning to love it, well I must see my test scores first hahaha

I am tagging: pepito, mm, tosca, ate zsa, ate geng, joanne, lalaine, sitty

the new CURSED word.

ok I was inspired by bryanboy (www.bryanboy.com) to do this post, regarding my weight haha, Lame as it may sound but really I realized that FAT is the new cursed word.

When I was young(er) I was really really stick thin, that's why my ballet classmates would always tease me as BUTIKI (lizard) for I never gained weight no matter what I do. On the other hand my sister Lizza was the cute and chubby one, that's why when our parents take us out with their friends or relatives Ate Zsa was always like the center of everything like your sooo cute, your sooo maputi, And then they would look at me and would say

"yan si Intet may sariling ganda"

WTF? what does that suppose to mean? So I took that as a compliment. I grew up and I've realized that what they used to say was some kind of a mockery meaning you don't look like any of your parents nor your sisters (those bitches). Well anyways, I gained weight when I was in Grade 4-6, geez I thought I was cute but na uh, I looked disgusting.

Highschool came, I was more concious with my weight, I started skipping meals. Well the result was great I lost huge amounts of FAT hahaha, but I was never contented.

"people could never be happy, the fat wants to be thin, the thin wants to be thinner"

(www.bryanboy.com)

Well that guy has a point, I was thin during my 1st and 2nd years in highschool but I never get contented, I wanted to be thinner, I wanted to be skinny (although I was so close to being one).

OK so the other years that followed became the biggest nightmares of my life. I lost track of my diet and ok I became FAT again (ouch). So heres a collection of my pictures from fourth year high to present:

YIKES! my yearbook pic my sister said I look like an alien here, well I do agree (hahaha). Weight check: completly HORRIBLE.

ahuh. summer 2006, I was in lalalalala love during those days. Weight check: fat but doesn't care. Start of college. After undergoing a break up here's the result, not so thin but lost weight. ( I look like Im sleep posing or drunk or whatever on that picture, left.) Weight check: no comment. Yuletide season 06. My GLORY days (so far, since 3rd year high) Weight check: gre-- WTF? start of SUMMER 2007, Weight check: disaster. MID of summer 2007, well what can I say, better than the 1st one perhaps. Weight check: no comment. End of summer, start of school year 2007-2008. Weight is not the only problem anymore. WEIGHT+ZITS= SHAME. Weight check: HORRIBLE. AT PRESENT, well as you can see I look like a pig already (left), that is why most of the times I runaway from paparazzis (right) hahaha kidding, but I lost like half of my confidence and It kills me. Weight check: MORE HORRIBLE.

So now my major goal in life is to be an ANOREXIC BITCH, nah Im just kidding but I really wanna lose weight GOSH. I've been dreaming of a runway life but how in the world is it gonna be possible if I would be looking this way. Well, all I can say is MY MISSION STARTS NOW.

get well soon

I feeeeeeel sooo alone

I don't know..maybe Im not or maybe I am

When GOOD things come to an end.

Everything has to come to and end, good things and bad things. Even Harry Potter has come to an end, but that's not what I am trying to point out, this is more than just a simple fiction, this is reality.

I've been suffering from pimple attack since the very moment I came out of the hospital. My doctor said it was nothing, so I didn't panic. I thought everything will be alright by June pero everything went worse.

July is about to end pero as days go by, my face becomes worse. I already went to a "face clinic" but nothing happend (it just went worse than ever). A lot of my friends are saying that I am just over reacting over the issue, that I'll all be ok, but its not like that. They just don't know how hard it is for me. They just don't know how I really feel.

Maybe If I haven't gone to that stupid operation, maybe all of these wouldn't happen. Its better na to die than to live a miserable life. OO I feel miserable. Anyone who has the same case as mine would feel the same way. Ashamed to talk to people for they would be looking at your face and feel sorry for you, Trying so hard not to see old friends, Going out with your family and feel insecure because you know you are the ugliest of the bunch. Kainis. I hate it, and now Im crying.

All GOOD things come to an end so I guess this is the end of everything. It's all over. My vanity is over.

the end.

ok so Im done with Harry at last, bad thing is I sacrificed my accounting assignment for him but it was all worth it.

big deal-the fate of the boy who lived.

ok so Last night I started reading harry potter 7..but I only finished one chapter (darn it) because I have to make review for my NSTP long test (and if I only knew that that long test would only be 1-30 and would only take me 8 mins to answer sana di nalang ako nagreview and binuhos ko nalang ang buong night kay HARRY POTTER). And so I placed the HP book under the bed...

eto napaka weird talga. Last night, hindi ako makatulog because I kept on thinking on what will happen to the famous Harry Potter, I was like " ok so kukunin ko ba yung book o hindi? kunin ko na kaya.. nooooo may long test ka pa bukas, you have to wake up early para di ka ma late....."

Then I was forcing myself to sleep pero still Harry was bothering me ( hahaha big deal talaga). I was remeniscing naman on HP 6 kasi I only read it once soooo ayun I kept on thinking about the important facts... Then again I was like " intet kunin mo na yung book...no intet di ka makakatulog pag ginawa mo yan.. pero ganun din yun e.. di karin naman makasleep so magbasa ka nalang...".... And so I spent 3 hours thinking if kukunin ko yung book or hindi.. hahaha I slept at around 3 am darn it sana nagbasa nalang ako...

big deal-the fate of the boy who lived.

ok so Last night I started reading harry potter 7..but I only finished one chapter (darn it) because I have to make review for my NSTP long test (and if I only knew that that long test would only be 1-30 and would only take me 8 mins to answer). And so I placed the HP book under the bed...

eto napaka weird talga. Last night, hindi ako makatulog because I kept on thinking on what will happen to the famous Harry Potter, I was like " ok so kukunin ko ba yung book o hindi? kunin ko na kaya.. nooooo may long test ka pa bukas, you have to wake up early para di ka ma late....." Then I was forcing myself to sleep pero still Harry was bothering me ( hahaha big deal talaga. I was remeniscing naman on HP 6 kasi I only read it once soooo ayun I kept on thinking about the important facts... Then again I was like " intet kunin mo na yung book...no intet di ka makakatulog pag ginawa mo yan.. pero ganun din yun e.. di karin naman makasleep so magbasa ka nalang...".... And so I spent 3 hours thinking if kukunin ko yung book or hindi.. hahaha I slept at around 3 am darn it sana nagbasa nalang ako...

anything under the sun (got it from friendster bulletin hahaha)

BEST

1. Male friend:
- don't have any..

2. Female friend:
- that's gotta be melinna

3. Vacation:
- vacation with the whole family. =D

WORST

1. Time of day:
- FINANCE time. boring sh*t.

2. Day of the Week:
- monday. I hate mondays.

3. Food:
- ampalaya.

4. Memory:
- I have a lot. hahaha =D

LAST

1. Person you saw:
- my mom. =D

2. Talked to on the phone:
- I don't know, I can't remember.

3. Text:
- carriebug.

4. Time you visited Chuck Norris on
GoofyAuctions.com:
- huh?

5. Message over MySpace:
- I don't have myspace

TODAY

1. What are you doing now:
- multiply-ing; friendster-ing.

2. What are you wearing:
- gray shirt, blue shorts

3. Better than yesterday?:
- worse than yesterday.

TOMORROW

1. Is: accounting day

2. Got any plans?: none. hahaha

3. Dislikes about tomorrow: late dismissal (4pm)

FAVORITE

1. Number: don't have any

2. Song: I Dare you to move

3. Color: pink, green, purple, black, white

4. Season: not so mainit and not so rainy

CURRENTLY

1. Missing someone: NO

2. Mood: BUSOG. haha

3. Wanting to tattoo or pierce: nooooooooo

TRUE/FALSE

I am a cuddler: tralse

I am a morning person: false

I am a perfectionist: tralse

I am an only child: false

I am currently suffering from a broken
heart: ennnggg false. =D

I am very shy around the opposite
gender: tralse

I can be paranoid at times: true

I enjoy country music: not so true

I enjoy talking on the phone: true (well it depends on who I am talking with)

I have a hard time paying attention at
school: tralse

I have a private piercing: false

I have at least one brother and/or
sister: true

I have/had a broken bone: false

I have friends who have never seen my
natural hair color: false

I have had major/minor surgery: true

I have had my hair cut within the last
2 months: false

I have had the cops called on me: false. =D

bummer (forgive me. haha I stole this from friendster bulletin)

1.What's the best love story you've
ever watched?
*The Notebook

2. Do u think you're ok?
*No, I don't feel well

3. Song playing at the moment?
*none. I turned the speaker off already.

4. One song to describe current
relationship?
*I don't need a man hahaha. what the?

5. Accessories you usually wear?
*earrings, necklace. I do love to accesorize but when Im in school I don't wear any.

6. Fav color(s).
*pink, purple, green, yellow, black, white

7. Ever donated blood?
*recieved blood, yes.

8. Last place you went to?
* I don't know the place, Melody's debut party

9. Last person u went out with?
* My fourth year highschool friends

10. The most exciting sport?
*Im not into sports pero I think Its basketball and football.

11. Ever had a permanent tattoo?
* no, not yet

12. Movie u want 2 watch?
* Harry Potter 5. I know ang loser ko dahil di pa ko nakakawatch

13. Any piercings?
* sa ears.

14.The most romantic gift?
*Anything basta it is given with sincerity.

15. Act on stage before?
*yup

16. Struck by lightning before?
*not yet.

17. Danced with your loved one before?
*yup. hahaha

18. Ever wished you could turn back
time?
*sometimes, lalo na when I feel guilty about things na I wish sana I haven't done nalang

19. One song that's meaningful to you?
*Dare you to move

20. Last person you met for the first
time?
*Yikes. I don't remember.

21. What will you be doing tomorrow?
*go to school

22. Ever thought of robbing a bank?
*nope.

23. One thing you totally regret
*hindi sya one. hahaha actually madami

24. Do people like you?
*I sure do hope so.

25. What was the last game you played?
*Hangman, online activity sa eleap

26. Someone who means a lot to you at
the moment?
*no one.

27. The color of your mobile phone?
*pink

28. The last book you finished reading?
*the da vinci code

29. The last person who phone-called?
*I can't remember.

30. Message to your love ones?
*Im sorry. hahaha love you all =D

Is it that hard to be yourself?

The weird thing about people is when they make lies (unbelievable lies) just for them to be accepted, no I don't think accepted is the right word. They makes lies for them to be envied and talked about, but the funniest part is that eventhough they know the fact that no one believes in their stories they still keep on telling them. So what's the point right? I really do pity people like those. They don't even know that they haven't got any real friends. tsk tsk too bad for them.

Is it that hard to be yourself?

Face it, you are not that person in your dreams, just tell everyone the truth, and you'll definitely be accepted.

finally

OK so I finally decided on what I really wanted to be.

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Christian View of Man

Whew, at last I've finish answering and posting my assignments in LTS. Actually its not that difficult at all, most of the questions are about one's self and of course any student can relate to those. Here's a copy of the last two questions I've answered:

1) In a line or two, tell something about yourself. What makes you same and different to others?

Actually, I think that I am a million colors. I can be an introvert, ambivert or an extrovert. It depends on my mood and who I am with. One thing that makes me similar from other people is that of course I am also one of the beautiful creations of God. I have a body and soul. I have the intellect which enables me to acquire the necessary knowledge about the meaning of life and I also have the will which enables me to act on my discernment. But I think the one thing that makes me different from other person is my chameleon like talent. I can easily blend in, but I standout ( hahahaha).

2) Nowadays we see many factors challenging the human dignity, how can you as a Thomasian student help preserve dignity?

I can answer this question by saying " if man is into confusion and he doesn't know which path is to choose he must always go back to the old teaching, that in what ever he do, how ever hard life is, he must remember that God is always with him and that God will never forsake him". By thinking that way we can never go wrong in life for we have the knowledge that we are never alone in this world.

And of course I can also answer this by being a good role model to others. Especially to the kids who love to imitate what young adults like us are doing. We must be responsible for our own act and remember that in every action there is always a consequence. =D

--> Actually I had fun answering those because it made me realize my role in this society ( ehem ehem "A good role model"). It also made me realize that there is more to life, We will be experiencing a lot of glories as well as failures but althroughout there is this someone who never left us and who will never leave us alone, and that someone is GOD.

worst. worst. worst.

I've been looking at my older pics these past few hours gosh

totoo nga I lost my self confidence if it wasn't for these pimples arrrgh.

Dati the doctor said "I think that's just the effect of the anesthesia, don't worry mawawala din yan"

Shocks super tagal namang effect nito, Its been two months since my operation and Im getting uglier and uglier each day. If I haven't gone in that stupid ( im starting to be mean na) operation maybe these volacanoes wouldn't have appeared...kainis really naiinis na ko. I mean I can't even dare to look at myself in the mirror (usually kasi I can't live a min. without looking at the mirror seriously). Super worst na sya. I really want to die na pero no, I can't afford to die looking like this. Shix. I hate it. huhuhuhu

SHIX

Ok so Im back

Im too lazy pa to upload pictures and stuffs so I'll just make a summary of how dreadful my 2nd year life is.

I hate this sem. I think my new classmates are boring boring boring. I mean I can't get along with them? shocks why?

Anyways one thing thats really bothering me right now is PIMPLE ATTACK shix.

I have pimples all over my face.

So here's the story.

Just after I got home from the hospital little volcanoes grew on my face, suddenly those volcanoes aren't little anymore they became huge, enormous, and scary. And then there were pimple marks (so if you could just imagine how I look like), and that's how my life ends. And so that's the reason why I don't smile that often these days, and that's the reason why I lost my self confidence. I feel ugly and I hate it.

chacha saw me, wala lang I was too shy pa nga to approach her kasi yun na nga. shix.

And then there were pimple marks.. ok so that ends my life. bwisit.

the reason why Im gone.

ok so I haven't been posting anything thing since like forever

for all my contracts who keep on asking why I am not making paramdam or why I am missing

eto na

My computer monitor is broken, it over heated. I don't know when will it be fixed hopefully it'll be back this month because Im sooooo missing the net hahaha. Anyways thanks sa mga friends ko na concerned hahaha. I'll be back soon don't worry and It'll be a major comeback! hahahaha

I miss you guys.

Isabelle =D

Oscar De la Renta resort collection 2008

JUNE 4, 2007, New york Oscar De La Renta showcases his Resort collection for 2008. The runway setting and presentation (grand theater round setting) reminded the audience of Chanel's recent runways. The collection included striped sweaters, cuffed trousers, patent belts worn in almost everything, ruffled dresses, nudes, black and whites, yellows, oranges, classic prints and polka dots.

Personally I think that the black and white corporate pair in the photo above looks more like one of Chanel's spring/summer 2007 collection, the nude colors were more of Micheal Kors' spring/summer 2007 and the big bubble orange gown looks similar to one of Valentino's works but I do love the black and white floral dress accesorized with a patent belt and the pink dress both of them looked really adorable. All in all I must say that Oscar De la Renta's works with the younger and older cliente. Two Thumbs Up.

Riyo Mori wears GUCCI

While a was re-reading the Philippine Tatler last week to check on the spring/summer 2007 runway pictures, I noticed again the black chiffon printed kashmir patch gown from GUCCI and It was just then when I realized that that gown was the same gown Riyo Mori was wearing to rock the Ms. Universe 2007 evening gown competition. Its kinda lame cause I've been re-reading the Philippine tatler for like 10 times already and I've seen Ms. Universe twice but it was just last week when I saw that the gowns were the same.

Apparently, last feb Oprah winfrey is also wearing the same GUCCI gown as Riyo Mori. The dress is FAB but I think Riyo should have worn a dress that was really customized for her because winning the Ms. Universe is a one of kind experience and she should be wearing something uniquely beautiful. So which one wears the dress better?

on Monique Lhuiller's spring/summer 2007

Who in the world of fashion doesn't heard of the name Monique Lhuillier? Famous for her bridal and red carpet gowns, Diane Monique Lhuiller is a Philippine Fashion Designer who is based on the US. She was born and raised in Cebu, Philippines. Lhuiller's family is one of the most prominent names in the Philippine Society for their family owns a chain of pawnshops which is operating in hundreds of cities in the Philippines.

I first heard the name Monique Lhuiller when she designed a wedding gown for the world renowed broadway star, Lea Salonga ( which is also a Filipino ). Then after that I browsed into the web to check her collection, and I must say her clothes are the clothes women love. She also made wedding gowns for both Britney Spears and Kevin Federline in their wedding plus Christine Baumgartner's wedding dress for the fall 2004 wedding to Kevin Costner shortly after she made Brit and Kevin's.

And now she comes up with her ready to wear spring / summer collection and all I can say that they're all so nice, although some critics say that she doesn't have this element of surprise anymore when she showcases her designs but I think its a good thing because some designers lose their sense of style just for the sake of being innovative.

Here is one runway review written by Laird Borrelli which was posted in www.style .com

"Monique Lhuillier played it safe for spring, in a collection that reprised many of her past designs. Neat, jabot-fronted cocktail dresses reappeared, as did illusion necklaces—a familiar trope. The designer's exploration of color was more promising; her palette of forest green, bordeaux, and black orchid was an interesting choice in a season of flowery pastels. Lhuillier also experimented with fabrics, using unexpected materials like roughly textured linen raffia for evening wear. Loyalists will certainly be able to make a wish list from this collection—which included many pretty and appropriate gowns—but overall, spring found Lhuillier stuck in a repetitive rather than innovative mood."

My personal favorite above all of her spring/ summer 2007 is the bubbly red carpet gown on the photo above, Its so simple yet so elegant and I really love the jeweled belt which emphasizes the woman's shape without looking like a cheap drag queen. And I think I MIGHT be using that gorgeous chiffon for my 18th bday! ( yipee ).

Anyways, creating magnificent and elegant dresses and being one of the top couture designers along with famous names like Versace, John Galliano, Gucci, Prada, Valentino, Osacar de la Renta and a lot more , I can say that Monique Lhuiller is truly one Filipino Pride.

Stupid thoughts: We, She and I

"Who doesn't long for someone to hold

who knows how to love you without being told

somebody tell me why I'm on my own

if there's a soul mate for everyone"- NB

2. LOVE

Next thing to growing up that bothers me lately is love. As a we grow older we learn the sweetness and happiness of finding someone to share your life with but sadly we also learn the bitterness of losing someone we treated so special. We then realize that the beauty we have found a while ago could not be ours forever. Love is something so precious that we need to get hurt, and feel down a lot of times before finding the real one, so that when that time comes when love has found its way, we already have grown into a much more experienced and much more stronger person.

I think the start of the quest is when a person falls in love and broke her heart for the first time. You see, when a person has already experienced how to love she then can't live without it anymore. Though at some point she may not be thinking about it maybe because she gets her life busy but she knows and she feels that one part of her life is missing.

I've just told a friend that he shouldn't be looking for love, for it will find him in the least moment he is expecting it. But why am I still looking for it? Yes, I do believe that God has planned this special someone for us but what if I don't end up with that someone? How will I know if my someone is already there? What if my someone already came but I let him slip away? (sigh).
Maybe it's too early for me to think about love, for I am still way too young but who knows maybe after years I would be having difficulties finding my someone. O well whatever happens, I know that God is always with me and that love will always be around.

Stupid thoughts: things are different now

Lately I am having these stupid thoughts in my mind:

1. Growing Up

Everything just seem so fast. Yesterday I was in greenbelt chapel, and while listening to priest's sermon I noticed a little boy playing just in front of me then a little girl came by then after a while they're already playmates.

Then I remembered when I was a little girl, My best playmate was my sister. We we're always together and we spent our childhood days killing each other ( well almost. haha ok lets just say we often have cat fights ). Then I looked at my sister ( she was just sitting beside me ), " things are different now " I said to myself, We're pretty much closer now, we still do have cat fights but it will only last for about 30 mins or less.

The two kids in front of me stopped playing the little chubby girl went to her mom and the little skinny boy went to his brother ( I think they started playing ).

" hay ang sarap talagang maging bata "

True, When you're a kid you don't mind about things, People are always nice to you, You're parents give you everything that you want and you're always happy. That's something I didn't know when I was a kid, all I wanted to happen was to grow up so I could learn how to drive, so I could wear the stuffs that my teenage ate's were wearing, so my mom could always bring me when she goes out, so I could stay up late, so I can go to college bla bla bla..

And so years passed by I still don't know how to drive ( hahaha ), I am only seventeen but it feels like I am sooo old. Weird, I know but really I am afraid of growing up. Six more months and I'll be a real adult, I'll be responsible for my own actions by then, I could even be sent to jail by then (haha too exaggerated). In the next three years I'll be graduating from college and months after that I'll be taking the board exam. Then what happens next? what if I don't pass the board? what will be my job like? what if things don't end up the way I wanted it to be..

Maybe what I'm really trying to say is that when I was kid I didn't knew how hard it was to be a grown up. I knew that grown ups face a lot of problems but I didn't knew that handling problems about your family, friends, school, relationships, health, and future would be way too difficult than expected.

Time really goes by so fast it was just yesterday when I was crying because my sister hid my school ID and then the next day I was crying because of an ex-lover. I wish I could be a kid again but years of my childhood could never go back anymore, I could not just simply tell the time to stop or go back so I wouldn't be feeling this way, maybe the right thing to do is just to live life the way it is. In the real world you can't always get what you want, people are not always nice, there's no escape in getting old, and you're not always happy but what I like about the real world is that you always have a choice.


to be continued...

the BOOT problem

Last night, kuya Marbs came by. My sister said she asked kuya Marbs to reboot the computer because it was having a lot of problems lately.
Then after a while Ate asked me if she could borrow my USB so she could back up the files stored in the computer, but my other sister lost my USB and she also lost hers.And so my sister and kuya Marbs continued the "rebooting" and I didn't know what happend next. I just woke up this morning and I found out that all my files, music, and pictures.. damn pictures were erased already.. and I don't even know how to react on this stupid situation but I really wanna freak out. All my pictures are gone... shocks.

new school year, new class, new adjustments

ok so I'm already enrolled, I hate it our section got dissolved f*ck. Luckily classmates ko padin yung mga former classmates ko like Mavic, Mariko, Christianne and Nestor ( oh my.. shit!! hahaha peace ) . Anyways I got myself in a series of unfortunate events. ok so here it goes

1. Im not wearing my school uniform so the stupid security guard won't let me in.. buti nalang.... I was with my mom and she explained that I just got out from the hospital few weeks ago and bla bla bla then my mom showed the security guard my medical certificate.. whew ligtas.. haha.

2. The only possible way for me and my friends to be classmates again is to get the same schedule in the p.e. class. So we chose basketball ( bckt14), Carrie, Royce, and Mavic got that sched but when it was my turn sh*t.. naubusan ako ng spot. grrrr.. hahaha

3. So, I looked for Angel ( kasi si Angel hindi pa sya nakakaget ng sched for pe haha )
kaya lang...

4. Angel and I have no idea kung what yung schedule ng section namin so hindi pa namin alam kung what yung right pe sched to choose... so we asked kuya jumong haha but he wanted us to fall in line pa duh. hahaha the line there was super long so we decided to get na a sched for pe and nstp. ( haha come what may..)

5. When I was about to tell the secretary again what pe shed I wanted but I noticed that I've lost my cheque ( oh my.. sh*t, the cheque was signed already.. Im doomed!!! ) Buti nalang ulit Angel was so nice.. haha she told me na we should go to the paging section but before we got there my sister's name was called ( because sa kanya yung cheque )

" Abigail Faye E. Valentos" then I came running.. " ow ow.. that's mine.. that's mine.. ako yun yun" then the pe prof told me " hay nako. next time I lock mo na yung cheque mo sa katawan mo may signature pa naman yan. " I just laughed and said " thank you po.. hahaha"

6. So I found my cheque.. yipee.. Ayan its time to get my sched ( kanina pa to hahaha finally ). Basketball Coed for my pe, then lts for my nstp. hahaha ( and si Angel lang ang classmate ko sa pe and lts )

7. I thought everything was over when I realized na lost ID pla ako, shit haha so I went to TAN- YAN-KEE buliding and went straight to the ID room. I thouht I was gonna get my ID na pero super dami pa plang stop over, I need to go to the three offices ( AMV dean's office, OSA, and MAIN bdlg. ) to get my form signed ( shit inikot ko na buong UST nun. ) haha. Ok so I went fist sa AMV dean's office oooppps wala si Atty. whoever out of town haha so I told my mom na we should go home na.

and here's my sched for this sem

RM DAY TIME SUBJECT
416 MWF 11-12 pm ENG 104
416 MW 12-1 pm COMP 1
COMP LAB 1 F 7-10 am COMP 1
416 MWF 1-2 pm MATH 605
416 MWF 2-4 pm ACCT 2A & B
PNC TH 7-9 am PE ( BCKT 26 )
416 TTHS 11-12 pm HUM 1
416 TTHS 12-1 pm BA 4C
416 TTHS 1-2 pm ECO 2A
416 TTHS 2-3 pm PHL 5

then I have NSTP LTS 1. I think its every sundays, and look haha no theo for this sem.. why o why?
O well, Im totally gonna miss my former classmates.. new school year, new class new adjustments.. I just wish Carrie, Royce and Angel can transfer to 2a8 which is quite impossible.. hate it.

sleepless post.

kainis I've been suffering from " not so good sleep" lately.. I mean I do get 10 hours of sleep kaya lang super ang daming cuts. I hate it mas ok pa yata if I would not sleep at all. That way my mom would scold me again... hahaha.. Im just kidding... pero I wish I could get a good sleep na.

xoxo

intet

SUDDENLY I SEE.

Her face is a map of the world
Is a map of the world
You can see she's a beautiful girl
She's a beautiful girl
And everything around her is a silver pool of light
The people who surround her feel the benefit of it
It makes you calm
She holds you captivated in her palm

Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me

I feel like walking the world
Like walking the world
You can hear she's a beautiful girl
She's a beautiful girl
She fills up every corner like she's born in black and white
Makes you feel warmer when you're trying to remember
What you heard
She likes to leave you hanging on her word

Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me

And she's taller than most
And she's looking at me
I can see her eyes looking from a page in a magazine
Oh she makes me feel like I could be a tower
A big strong tower
She got the power to be
The power to give
The power to see

Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me

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drama week day 5

going back one year ago... today was the day when

UP posted their list of UPCAT passers and sad to say.. haha Im not one of them..

and he was with me.

drama week day 4

"all I want to do is find a way back into love..."

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end


There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

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such a weird day....coincidence? I don't know..

 

drama week day 3

its day 3! whoa!.. haha nways

going back one year ago.. today was.. hmmm.. hmmmm.. uhmmm..

well today was.. oh crap today was such a nonsense day.. haha

we just talked about what happend yesterday ( i'm referring to last year's yesterday).. haha

nothing dramatic.. anyways I can't wait till day four..

 

drama week day 2

going back one year ago... well today is the day when i received my first ... hahaha k*ss .

we danced the moonlight looking at each other's eyes... We didn't even said a word.

and  there were herons and distant music... Everything seems like magic.. Like suddenly the world got tired of spinning and it stopped for a moment to witness.. la la la.. the whole world was with me...

I really can't explain what I felt but I know that there were no dramas...no everything...but I didn't want that moment to end. and that was the beginning of our summer love

I think this was the happiest and sweetest memory  he gave me..