Holiday Blues

I had that dream last night, I was in that place where I wanted to be and I was walking along with someone I really really like and it was snowing and at the middle of the road I stopped and said to myself "this doesn't feel right" then I looked at the person I am with and gave him a puzzled look and he punished me with a smile.

Then suddenly I felt empty, I knew I was dreaming but I couldn't escape from it all. I've constantly been making this picture of me in that place with that man but then all of a sudden things weren't right anymore.

In my dreams I tried to run away, and the guy I was with just stared at me with confusion, I said I was sorry and I need to be somewhere else.

I woke up not remembering what I dreamt of, few minutes after everything came back and I felt the same way like I was in my dreams, empty.

Try not to take me seriously, I just miss blogging about my blues oh, I've moved out by the way, I'm now writing more about fashion and self obsession, the "IT" stuffs these days. Make me happy today and visit me at Urban Dai

see y'all and Happy Holidays

the best year ender blog.

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life sucks

the only person who wanted to talk to me doesn't want to talk to me anymore.

way to go intet.

random missing photos

And so it's been too long since I've blogged. I need to lose weight. seriously.

why so serious?

First, I've been told that summer had started already, no wonder I was showering with sweat a while ago.

Second, Shopaholic movie isn't really Confessions of a Shopaholic, well yea, I got a bit disappointed, but if I haven't read the book like thrice, the movie would have been nice ( or not hahaha ).

Third, I am actually considering of looking for another company, well that would really be meaning that I would be giving up on my Magazine Marketing something something dream. I had to put in mind that Andy Sachs and Rebecca Bloomwood worked for a magazine publication. HAHA Ok Conde Nast, I'm on my way bla bla.

And the rest of the seriousness is caused by the that "what-does-an-intern-wear-on-her-on-your-on-the-job-summer-training-where-almost-all-people-from-the-company-are-hot-and-fashionable-and-when-this-intern-is-broke-to-death (not to mention fat)-but-still-wants-to-buy-hot-spring/summer 09 clothes."

that would be all.

Sum it up.

I've got something that a million girls would kill for. hahaha nah! :P