drama week day 2

going back one year ago... well today is the day when i received my first ... hahaha k*ss .

we danced the moonlight looking at each other's eyes... We didn't even said a word.

and  there were herons and distant music... Everything seems like magic.. Like suddenly the world got tired of spinning and it stopped for a moment to witness.. la la la.. the whole world was with me...

I really can't explain what I felt but I know that there were no dramas...no everything...but I didn't want that moment to end. and that was the beginning of our summer love

I think this was the happiest and sweetest memory  he gave me..

 

drama week day 1

hmmm.. going back one year ago..

this day was when we were together on the rooftop

haha

and this was the "supposed to be" my first k*ss

haha

I can get over.. this is stupid.. haha

a beautiful suicide

look at me now... just look at me now...these are the words that kept on running in my mind... he was there again yesterday.. with her... but last night was different... I felt so different...absurd.. do I miss him or do I not?

look at me now...

I look so happy, well pleased...

We could have gone together to watch rent.. It was our play.. I know you know it...

How could a beauty that you thought would last forever could vanish so quickly?

look at me...

she strikes a pose and dies inside and no one knows she's a beautiful suicide.

the way you stare

last night was really great... meeting former classmates, former directors, former schoolmates, and of course my hs friends...haha.. .. but seeing him with her sucks

but seeing him staring at me.. haha...oh and yeah seeing her staring at me..was quite entertaining.. haha the way he stared at me like he was trying to say " i wish my girlfriend would look that way" and she was trying to say " I wish he wasn't staring at you!! but he just can't help it!! " hahaha...

i may sound so arrogant but I was not the only one who saw that beautiful scenario.. haha

I don't really understand what I felt last night.. I could have been that girl..we could have gone to that play together..and make our sweet escape after.. but he so damn wasted everything...nways it doesn't really matter anymore..

seven more days..

seven more days.. and its been a year since the last highschool evening presentation.. i miss everything about it..

the screening- whoow.. haha i did well here

auditions- such a blur.. i didn't get the part that I really wanted but its ok

workshops- haha it was so much fun.. and stressful, and fun and stressful

casting- haha.. so much fun...

practices- wow.. I miss those days when my group can't even tell what our play is all about.. haha.. and those days of leader push the wall, leader @#@#$@#$@#!, leader you such a bla bla bla, leader, leader, leader!!!!.. haha..

critics night- though I cried after.. haha all comments are for me!!!

technical rehearsal- it was kinda raining and they wanted us to go home.. but we insisted!!!

technical dress rehearsal- we stayed in school.. overnyt.. and we didn't sleep!!.. practiced all night..

foundation day- this is the moment of super stage frights... last day of being together..

but what I really miss most is the certain bonding we've created from the play.. haha
some of us even met their firsts loves.. lol.. but if I would be asked if I want to repeat everything.. haha .. i would say NO :)